废清的博客

无题

我不经意成为你的共谋
因我已降生在这片土地
我被迫写下诗的赞礼
否则
将聆听警笛的轰鸣

你发誓在每一寸山头上
都刻下擦不去的印记
在过去的每一刻里
你也在无情地抹去回忆

我无法与你彻底决绝
你是最虚伪的布道者
也是最胆大的冒险家
你是五千年的象形文字
也是那十年的自我毁弃

于是我写下这番喃喃自语
像个赤子
也像个痴儿
疯癫 恍惚 错乱 狂喜

但也希望你不要忘记
每当我的身体被紧紧囚禁
思想的自由
就会悄悄张开双翼


“You are my bloodline and my imagination, the sheriff and the judge, the hunter and the prey. You are a Party pretending to be a country, and a people in search of an identity. You are three thousand years of words and song, the ode and the siren; seven decades of struggle and survival, the triumphs and the tragedies.”
……
“But I am complicit by my identity. You have branded us with your actions. When this part of history is written, my people will be remembered for what you have done.”

—— A Letter written by Yangyang Chen